Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Is nothing sacred.  Why can't everything be sacred? Is everything already sacred?  What does sacred mean?

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I stole this from marsha (but these are my answers).  I know you really care this much, but humor me okay.

I AM: Matthew Alexander Pearson
I WANT: to be calm inside
I HAVE: a whole lot of Pez despinsers (we are talking hundreds
I WISH: I knew all the answers
I HATE: People who know all the answers
I MISS: Going on to eat with friends at home
I FEAR: Math
I HEAR: A fan

I SEARCH: for Truth (with a capital T)
I WONDER: do I have talent, or are people polite
I REGRET: so many things

I LOVE: to sing
I ACHE: when I play piano to long (my back)
I ALWAYS: judge
I AM NOT: that secure in what I know

I DANCE: very awkwardly
I SING: bass – though I cant hit the low notes so I don’t know why I don’t sing tenor
I CRY: no where near enough
I WRITE: stuff that I think is deep, but it is really noy
I WIN: laughs from you
I LOSE: my wallet, umbrella, and water bottle
I CONFUSE: mennonites
I NEED: quiet
I SHOULD: do what I want, but I can’t

I WILL: always try hard, but not my hardest, and get rewarded, but not the best prize

[YES OR NO]
you keep a diary: yes
you like to cook: sort of
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes
you believe in love: not sure – what king of love?

[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: Beckah (a good weird though)
The loudest person you know: Can I say me
The person that knows the most about you: Josh and Lindsay
Your crush: it depends on what time of day it is

[DO YOU]
take a shower everyday: yes

think you know you've been in love: no
want to get married: yes
have any tattoos/where: no
piercings/where: no.
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: yes

[RANDOM]
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde.
EYE COLOR: blue
PARENTS: two
SIBLINGS: two sisters one brother (I am the youngest)
LIVE WITH: My room mate andrew

[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: Pi(I like pie a lot)

DAY: sundays
MONTH: April and July
SONG: hmmm I don’t know

FOOD: Spinach and pineapple pizza

SPORT: hahahaha
DRINK: sweet tea

VEGGIE: good broccoli ( so basically not the cafes broccoli)

[IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU]
CRIED: yes. When I saw finding neveralnd.
HELPED SOMEONE: I think so.
GOTTEN SICK: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES: yes
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no (sigh) I love going out to dinner
SAID "I LOVE YOU": no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: not in the last week
TALKED TO AN EX: yeah I guess
MISSED AN EX: no.
MISSED SOMEONE: yes

HUGGED SOMEONE: yes lots and nuzzles
KISSED SOMEONE: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: not directly

Well it is Sunday night...here is some random thoughts about the weekend.

Friday night I went to springfest to see jars of clay.  When they finally got on stage to do some songs it was okay...just okay. The event itself however made me sick to the stomach.  I never realized before how commercial Christianity can be.  For example:  There were dozens of spot lights for the event... now I realize that lights are pretty to look at....each spot light cost between 80 and 150 dollars. Don't you think that money could be used somewhere else in the advancement of God's kingdom, or was each light crucial to a person developing a relationship with Christ?  The music was crazy loud and I could not help but to think that standing in front of blaring speakers is really honoring the temple of God.  Would Jesus try to go deaf.  It made me very sad. At one time in my life i really supported these big evangelism productions...and I do mean productions...but now I am just disgusted by them.  anyway,

Saturday was great I was really productive... I am sorry that I have put of getting in contact with certian people ( I am very excited, but I was trying to find a car...but if you want to drive that would be okay.  sorry)

Sunday,  well I skipped church this morning.  I felt kind of guilty, but then I recalled a conversation that I had with someone:

Me - Where did you go to church?

Someone - I skipped church, and I feel like crap.

Me - Why?

Someone - Well... you are supposed to worship God on the Sabbath.

(Pause)

Me - No, we are supposed to worship God everyday.  We are supposed to rest on the Sabbath.

Funny how your own words can cycle in your head from time to time.  I figure that I needed the rest, and I still went to celebration so it is not all bad.

I have to get to work on my college writing paper. Yay (insert false joy here).

Side bar - I noticed that you see people in different light after they have suffered. I don't judge them anymore.  Why is that.  I just want to hug them and tell them it will be okay, even though I am not sure if it will.  Maybe I don't need to say anything ...just hug them.  Hugging can be powerful.  I think that no other form of body language can speak quite as loudly as a hug.

Currently Reading How to Do It Standing Up : The Friars' Club Guide to Being a Comic, a Cut-Up, a Card, a Character or a Clown By Barry Dougherty, Friars Club see related

Hey yall,

  It has been a while, and i know that you must be dying to know the latest on the life and times of Matt.  Well here goes...ummm...well....okay, so maybe my life is not that exciting, but you know what is exciting - shiny objects.  enough about me how are you doing... Oh boy look at the time, i must be going, but we should do this again sometime.  say hi to the family.